Being in a relationship hasn’t changed me. I’m still the same insecure little boy. I’m constantly beating myself up over everything that I do. I get embarrassed easily, and I get upset way too much. People say, “You are always so happy. You definitely love life.” Well, I am happy most of the time, but I’m always thinking about what I can do to improve myself. I’m sleeping alone tonight because I don’t want my boyfriend to hear me crying. I…just wished I loved myself the way I love other people.